you always tell me that you'll try, but than, ask yourself, how many times did you say that, and out of that, how many times did you really mean it? i guess it'll never never be the same again.read some things that i shouldnt have read. i feel pretty bad now. if it's really like wat von said, it's just a habit, how come i can feel my heart prickling when i saw that? i have no idea too. mayb it's just regrets and '
bu fu qi' that those never happened to me before. haas. sounds dumb.
thou it's hols next week, but it aint gonna be much rest for me i guess.